It is really helpful, and remembering that I have so much love and blessings in my life helps me to keep going.
The past week was fairly average. Some days were better than others. Then yesterday was horrible. We saw a psychologist, and it kind of made things worse (for now). We had another appointment this morning in the mission home with the mission psychologist, and of course I got to talk with the Douglases about the state of things. We were on the verge of having a special transfer, but considering everything made the decision to keep our assignments and finish out the transfer. I don´t know how were are going to get through this next 3 weeks, but it is the goal we are all working for. She is not acting angry with me right now, so that´s good. I still don´t quite know what my positive impact will be either because she doesn´t trust me, but I just have to keep trying. I will be stronger for this. I will be a better disciple of Christ. Maybe it will do her good simply to know that she didn´t have 2 special transfers in consecutive regular transfers.My mission now in the Dominican Republic, Hna. Santiago Mission. The missionary work is kind of on a back seat. We are trying to save her. I have to remember this.
I wanted to write cards for everyone in the family, but I only got done Alex and Delaney´s, but I put them in the mail in the office. More will come, I promise!
I love you all so much, and hope you are doing well!
Hna. J.
The past week was fairly average. Some days were better than others. Then yesterday was horrible. We saw a psychologist, and it kind of made things worse (for now). We had another appointment this morning in the mission home with the mission psychologist, and of course I got to talk with the Douglases about the state of things. We were on the verge of having a special transfer, but considering everything made the decision to keep our assignments and finish out the transfer. I don´t know how were are going to get through this next 3 weeks, but it is the goal we are all working for. She is not acting angry with me right now, so that´s good. I still don´t quite know what my positive impact will be either because she doesn´t trust me, but I just have to keep trying. I will be stronger for this. I will be a better disciple of Christ. Maybe it will do her good simply to know that she didn´t have 2 special transfers in consecutive regular transfers.My mission now in the Dominican Republic, Hna. Santiago Mission. The missionary work is kind of on a back seat. We are trying to save her. I have to remember this.
I wanted to write cards for everyone in the family, but I only got done Alex and Delaney´s, but I put them in the mail in the office. More will come, I promise!
I love you all so much, and hope you are doing well!
Hna. J.